reflecting on various topics
you really shouldn’t listen to this. I’m just figuring out how to use Audacity still. I just sit on my bed because otherwise I’ll stress out and I just need to have fun. Computer built-in mic. There are plenty of mistakes. Would be better if I used a keyboard or a metronome or something but …
I read the news and it’s all so bad! 🙁 Everything is bad. 🙁 What to do? For me it’s calling/emailing my reps. It feels pathetic. I know that when many do this, it isn’t meaningless, though. (If it might help, here is a post with a possible strategy). I’m asking for removal of Trump …
Hi. I hope you’re doing ok. The weekend is here! I thought I’d share part of this morning’s gratitude journal. It’s kind of surprising to me how much it lifts me to write. Today was basically job-search related things, housing-search related things, laundry. Tonight I made a small fleet of rabbits. Here are the instructions …
I made a mistake. I talked about religion. Talking about religion is always a bad decision for me. THE THING IS the thing is the thing is that it’s why I’m in in pain. and I have to name it. it’s what has hurt the men. it’s what hurt the one I partnered with. it’s …
far from fully representative, a small gathering of things that feel “me.” contrary to the popular quote, you are not what you do. but it is fun to do things This might sound enabling of me. I don’t mean it to be. I have two little boys I’m raising and I want them to treat …
hi. Tonight I am celebrating it being November by watching You’ve Got Mail. I also painted my nails (“Meet Me At the Star Ferry”- Opi), and it warrants the Gnome Mug. I hope you’re doing ok. It’s been pretty rough for me lately, in my limited set of first-world problems. I once had a therapist …
feeling is the most dangerous thing a person can do by far the most dangerous thing a person can do probably why… well. it’s why we’re all in therapy. because it’s the first thing we chop when scared. the Vulcan and the Klingon each have their moment
what’s it like to be able to exist, and not be seen as causing trouble by existing? what’s it like to be able to be kind, and not be seen as causing trouble by being kind? what’s it like to be able to speak, and not be seen as causing trouble by speaking? what’s it …
who do you want to be? for halloween who do you want to be? I’ll be costumeless, seething, reckless in heart I’ll be artistic, savage, alone while not I’ll be awake to the pain, even just a smidge I’ll be sitting right here, with…. a whole lot of candy
I need to feel angry I need to feel angry I need to feel angry why can’t I make myself feel angry it isn’t safe to feel angry
