Reflecting, Etc.

feeling is the most dangerous thing a person can do by far the most dangerous thing a person can do probably why… well. it’s why we’re all in therapy. because it’s the first thing we chop when scared. the Vulcan and the Klingon each have their moment

love is really difficult to do. people say it’s hard to find. yes. exactly.

Just thought I’d write about what’s on my mind today. I realized this week that the 80s were 50 years ago, and no, I’m not ok. Who decided to allow time to pass like this? I’m listening to Relient K because this is what I do I’m thinking about a bunch of people who I’ve …

making a list checking it twice of everyone who’s called me ai slop … not sure what I’m going to do with the list other than feel snarky about it, tbh don’t worry I still like ya’ll. a little.

Today has been pretty dang rough, tbh. Pretty dang rough. In fact, not just today. It’s been rough for a while now. Some of that is my own fault. Some of it isn’t. I’ve been thinking about what it means to know a person, and how difficult it is to do. I’ve been thinking about …

The ending scene from War Games has been on my mind a lot lately. I feel like it applies to a lot of things. Here’s a link if you haven’t seen it: (link)

I just feel the need to make a post to acknowledge a whole lot of things that I can’t write about, this is me writing a post that acknowledges- everything in my heart, my conscience. Everything I’m facing, everything I’m grieving, seeking to mend and improve on. Shame I deserve, faith I need. A vision …

hi. I think I’m finally caught up to the present. sometimes I back-date stuff to when I actually wrote it. 🤦‍♀️ Sometimes wisdom is like a ringing bell. Sometimes wisdom is watching this video of Barack Obama giving the worst opinion I’ve ever heard on the topic of ketchup The man caught Osama Bin Laden …

sometimes I feel like quite literally all I want to say, for the next infinite is I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry. it isn’t ever going to be enough, but by golly.

Hello, I thought I would provide an update. The “family emergency” I referenced ended up being something much, much worse than I anticipated or could have imagined. A few months ago, I learned that my husband is divorcing me. I’m heartbroken, and still in denial. I never thought that this was how life would go. …