reflecting on various topics
I’m tired of being encouraging all of the time so I thought I’d balance that by just saying that sometimes it doesn’t work out you might fail everything might go wrong it could all be for nothing there could be no end in sight it could just be total blackness, like an unending tunnel of …
If you read one thing this week, read this (link): Nicholas Kristof, “Gifts That Save Lives.” He highlights: The Mutual Aid Sudan Coalition Hellen Keller Intl Vision to Learn Read it!
what are you like when you are not trying to impress anyone? what happens then? I almost always have someone in my mind who I’m afraid of disappointing, or afraid of having a negative emotion about me. One of the things I’m working on is learning to cope better with this fear and not let …
some pictures from a walk tonight
This probably will seem a bit overkill. It was just kind of interesting to me. I was watching an asmr video of a channel I like where the woman who makes the channel wears fake fingernails, lots of makeup, etc. I’ve always found that kind of thing extremely calming to watch. Like. The perfection of …
[this is a very small mug] I thought I’d share some music I’ve been really enjoying. This is Take 6, a South African a capella group. They’re absolutely amazing. Here is their Youtube channel link (link) for the people who like links that say link. And here is their Instagram link (link). I thought this …
tonight I’m feeling very very discouraged. lonely. kind of on the edge of sick. plus I started reacting to several foods I really depend on. I know it probably won’t last forever, but it’s very discouraging. 🙁 yeah. [thinks about the sky] the sky has a way of cheering me up, or at least existing …
some pics it was rainy. we played SuperTux. (which is a game about a penguin who is navigating various Antarctic adventure scenes in order to rescue someone named Penny who was kidnapped by an evil bad guy while trying to have a fish picnic!!) and also had brownies and also made bunnies. their names are …
icy-hot nerve pain ice-ice heart block survival in small chunks of blind isolated numb starting to thaw icy-hot nerve pain red screaming heart my babies are my life they are my entire life
this afternoon I was feeling pretty Glum though I did start a load of laundry and got some meat I bought into the freezer. which were good things to have done and I talked to myself a LOT in the shower… which was nice but was still feeling Glum so I decided to try recording …
